It's complicated

Yesterday was complicated. I didn't get to get as much work done as I had hoped I would because people were being loud at the office. I have a big test tomorrow so I'm going to have to devote all of today to studying for it. I'm afraid that I have forgotten how to study. We'll find out tomorrow.
The Buddhist Temple was interesting. I felt very inadequate. There was a correct way to do everything and I always felt as though I was messing up some how. I thought it would be more peaceful, but it was really stressful. The walk was inside. I cheated and didn't concentrate on my breathing during the 12 minute meditation periods. Instead, I used the time to sort out my thoughts....and there was a lot to sort through. I did find clarity, but I don't think it was through the help of the Buddhist ceremony because that was stressful. I think I would have sorted things out even if I had spent the time studying in my room, which is something I wish I had been able to do. That's all for now....if I am in a procrastinating mood later (which I hope I'm not), I may write some more.