Grandma's orders

I visited briefly with my grandmother yesterday. She asked if I had any dates in mind at BW. I told her no, so she ordered me to start looking. I thought this was pretty funny. My grandma wants me to have a date. I have something in the works, but it's not at BW. I didn't tell her about it. I'm reluctant to tell a lot of people about it right now because I need to trust that it's going to go somewhere first. A select few people know about it, and they are under orders not to tell anyone else. If they did it wouldn't be a huge deal, but they know that I would prefer to keep this private until I'm more sure about it. He promised he wouldn't disappear, now I just have to see this promise in action so I can trust it. I'm really scared about this one because he is such a mystery to me. I am constantly wondering why he would like me because I am such a nerd. I know it's so high school to think this, but I really think he's too cool for me. That statement in itself makes me a nerd. I have always enjoyed mystery men though. I am highly attracted to this one. We'll see what happens. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but it's hard because I like him a lot. Last night, my dad told me that we are going to see Wicked on my 21st birthday while we're in Chicago! We are going to Chicago from Monday to Thursday of next week. I am so excited about it because I have never been there. I think this 21st birthday celebration is perfect for me. I won't be drunk or anything close to it, but it will still be lots of fun! I'll probably only have one drink with dinner. I get my new license today since we won't be in town next week at all before my birthday. I had to get one of the grandma's to watch the boys while I get this done since the DMV is only open during regular business hours, which is when I'm always at work. I think I am also going to use this opportunity to head out to the post office to apply for a passport. That prospect depends on how long it takes me at the DMV. Hopefully, it won't be too long.


*Edit* 3:30 PM
I got my big girl license. The picture is pretty good. I am pleased. The younger kid said some pretty nasty things to me today. If I had lower self-esteem I would have been pretty hurt by them. Lame. I made him apologize and told him never ever to say things like that to me or anyone else ever.