My phone's on vibrate for you

Rufus Wainwright definitely expresses it well. I had my phone on vibrate in my bed so my visitor could call when he arrived home safely. For some reason it did not wake me up right away. I woke up forty minutes after the initial call because the phone kept vibrating to let me know that I had a message. I listened to the message, felt better and went to sleep. I slept really well last night before and after the phone call. Had I not had the phone call, I think I would have slept all the way through the night for the first time since who knows when. I'm glad I got the call though.
Last night was a very good night. I was so nervous! I made it through though. I was pretty awkward for a while even though we are pretty familiar with each other from talking on the phone for a month. I eased up eventually. I received a bouquet of pretty flowers...pink roses and some other colorful pretty flower. I love them! That definitely beats that first date I had last semester where the kid brought me one flower. I felt so special. I always feel very special with him...it's nice. We'll see what happens. I'm still pretty scared. The whole thought of a relationship (with anyone) scares me and makes me tired. I'm not sure why. He comes again next Wednesday. I'm pretty excited about it because we're actually going out! The roommate and I are firming up our plans to visit PA. That should be fun. Maybe I'll get more comfortable with the idea of a relationship if I spend more time with him physically as opposed to just on the phone with him. Last night was the first time I saw him since I met him a month ago. He's really tall....I like it. We'll see what happens...I'm not going to attempt to predict the future. I couldn't get the goofy grin off of my face all night. I just kept smiling....I couldn't control myself. I just couldn't believe he was actually here. I tried to show him my straight face (because it makes me look like I'm angry), but I couldn't do it. I'm a little school girl. :)