I feel so much better now. I just chatted on the internet to him and it was like nothing had changed. I truly enjoy his company. I think things were just moving way too fast. I need time to get to know him as a friend first. There was just too much pressure all at once. It's not like when I was in middle school where I or my friends have known my crush since elementary school and my parents know his parents. This is a totally new person that I have never shared a school with. My mom has always told me that they best relationships start out as friendships so I should look for that. Considering how successful her marriage to my dad is, maybe I'll take her advice. I don't know. I don't really want to think that far ahead. I just want to enjoy right now so that is what I'll do. I have to write a paper now. Luckily this weight has been lifted off of my shoulders so I should be able to concentrate better.
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