For some reason I've been drudging up old memories that are making my heart hurt today. I nearly cried over it, something I haven't done since at least October. I don't know what my deal is. Actually, I do. I had a dream about him last night. He called. I can't believe I'm still being stupid over this. He probably doesn't even think about me at all. He's probably just fine. I think that I think about him every day. Not usually in a sad way, but just because so many of my memories are attached to him since we were constant companions throughout high school. Liam has been sweet. He has been giving me kisses, which always makes me smile. He's so adorable. We watched Finding Nemo this morning, which is his favorite. I love that movie too. It always makes me cry. I just took a break to tickle the baby. I love this kid so much. It's raining today. I was planning on biking to the park and the beach with him today, but now it is too wet. I don't know what we are going to do here. We'll have to run around a lot inside. Liam is done in here so I must run.
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I think we all do that with people that took such a big piece of our heart with them...I think about Brian every day, sometimes good, sometimes bad...it's because he was such a big part of my life and everything has memories or thoughts attached to them. In a way, it keeps the good times alive though so sometimes I don't mind as much...:-)
I do this a lot too, which I'm sure you're aware of. It definitely keeps me on my toes and even if it's unsettling, I think it's good to remember. That's the lesson I took from "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" anyway.
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