I just had an amazing weekend. I went to PA to see my young man perform in his improv show that he does every Friday night. I stayed all day Saturday because we both had the entire day free. I wasn't sure what I wanted before, but now I know. All day Saturday I forgot that I lived at school. It was like I had been in PA all my life with him. It was so strange and sad for me to remember that I live at school, not in PA. His show was great. I sat with his dad. I was so proud of him because he is quite talented. After the show we went back to his house and started watching a movie, but we were both really tired and so happy to see each other that we didn't end up watching all of it. Saturday morning was spent chatting. I want to know everything. He made me an incredible breakfast--sausage, bacon, pancakes, and homefries. I was astounded because the food just kept coming! It was all delicious. We went to the park in the afternoon and played on the playground. After being disappointed at the lack of monkey bars we hiked in the woods. It was very nice to sit in nature with him and talk. When we got back from the park we were invited to see a movie with his brother. We saw V for Vendetta for free because his brother's girlfriend works at the theatre. The movie was excellent. It was also amazing to have an intelligent discussion about the movie afterwards. I didn't feel stupid saying that there was some of it that I didn't get. We worked out the meaning together. I felt like his equal. After the movie, he treated me to Wendy's. I love Wendy's. Then we borrowed Edward Scissorhands from his brother and watched it at his house. I thoroughly enjoyed that movie as well. I put it on my birthday list. I feel so at home with him, which is scary because I haven't know him that long. I told him that I want to be his girl, but I have to wait for this formal business to be over. I would feel guilty going to formal with another guy. I don't want this other guy. There is no competition. We'll see what happens. I think it is headed somewhere, but I still have to make sure he ok with everything. I knew what I wanted when he would compliment me and my automatic reaction was to say, "I'm yours," but I had to stop myself every time because that's not the case. I also enjoyed when his brother introduced me as his girlfriend to his friends at the movie theatre. It just seemed right. I wish that I could do this every weekend. I just have no free weekends ever! There is one possible weekend that I could go up there again, but I have to wait until closer to the time to know for sure. I really hope I can. I managed to not be sad when I left today. It took a lot of effort because I really really really wanted to stay. I was happy with the knowledge that that was not my last visit there.
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Yea--wouldn't it be smashing to spend every weekend in Beaver? Sigh.
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